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Thoughts that cloud my mind

For the last  month I have been thinking about, where do I go from here? And, I mean after Mexico.  In six months to a year I will have to make a decision as to where God is calling me.  Many thoughts have filled my mind -- USA, England, Germany.  I have even thought about the military, yes, the military, which seems to scare many as much as does being a missionary.  Also, there is the fact that I want to get married some day which would definitely be a plus in the mission field.   Somehow for both of them you are poised to die.  One other thing that bothers me is the state of my grandmother. She is no spring chicken and is starting to have a taste of alzheimer's. My biggest fear is that someone will try to take advantage of her, if they have not already.

Those rank amoung the highest of the 100 things that run through my mind each day.  Anyways, Merry Christmas to all.

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You know, I'm right there with ya all the way and i too have an aging granny...well, except for the military idea...i hate the dreaded question "So, what are you going to do after your time here in Mexcio".

You have been heavy on my heart for a while now. I pray that God clears the confusion and helps you to focus on listening to Him. You will know what God is calling you to. Be safe and have faith that the angels that protected Jesus and you also protect your grandmother.

y thank you Jessica.

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