When 5 years of dreams goes back five years.
Life always has many turns. First hand I have seen within 24 hours, 5 years of dreams and work erase and go back to where it started. Depressing yes, but rejoicing in the hope of the glory of God is all that we have. We are to give thanks in all but it may seem nearly impossible. Go back to what you have.......hope in Christ Jesus that His gran coming in nigh and that all is for Him.
Romans 5: 1-2 1Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: 2By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.